expectations and the shocking truth

ehhh 15 years ago i was expecting to have a loving husband, 4 kids, a house with a garden, a cat and a dog (maybe other things also but i dont remember) and now i am single with one child, renting a house and have a hamster - where are my other 3 kids and my loving (and absolutely gorgeous)man? where is my own house and the whole menagerie??? what happened? life happened expectations changed and everything took on a different shape that is not to say that i will finish my life as it is now - i still plan to have more kids and a loving and absolutely gorgeous man who is everything that a woman could possibly dream about :) i will make him my husband and we will buy a lovely house together we will have passion, compassion, routine boring life and exciting moments - all blocked into a happy life these are the dreams - reality will show itself - my Prince Charming is still to gallop up my driveway on a white steed (although i would prefer a car and no galloping) and make me the happiest woman on earth are you reading this my Prince???