fuck

thinking about life and its guts yeah, life has guts - lots of disgusting guts and gross elements, some nice stuff but oh so much crap-filled intestine that it is almost unbearable trying to remain positive, trying to remain good, trying to remain a friend after you have been mis-treated no can do no can fucking do ya hear me??? no can fucking do!!! first you get put into shit then you get dragged in shit then you get dipped in shit then you get soaked in shit then you get seen obviously - when you get seen after all this shit - you look shitty so your extended hand of friendship is avoided like the shit it's been dunked in oh fuck!!! fuckety fuck fuck fuck and ya know whaaaaaaaa... even the extensive amount of fuck does not change the fuckety feeling ... hope it is worth it in the long run ...