Houston, we have a crash

Yes, how things have changed ... in a bizarre twist of fate, I was made privy to information nobody shares with ease, I guessed the info by the interlocutor's demeanor and I got outraged. Was I right? I do not know this, I just felt absolutely horrid ... I got upset and got into the whole she-bang - I listened and listened, I tried to remain impartial but I could not ... I tried to be positive and show positives but it was hard ... Was I right? Nobody knows this ... I know for a fact that I lost a good friend, I lost touch with the person (maybe not ideal human being) but the person who helped me live through a lot of stuff ..., I lost the person who was like a sibling to me (I resigned to sibling love when I realised love is not on the cards) Was I right? I will never know this ... I only know that feelings are hard to control, I only know that emotions are force beyond my level of will-power, I only know that this will cause a long period of mourning ... not easy to have sold your mind, heart and soul to the devil and then lost it in a bet with the devil's wife ... goodbye brother, you were an impostor yeah, fuck off silly brain, over and out, Houston, we have a crash ...